Jun 07, 2004 03:40
Holy hell I'm updating again. This is breaking my one-post-a-month routine, which should scare you all slightly. In fact, I'm updating this for a very good reason.
I got a lot out toni.. this morning, talking to a complete stranger. And now this complete stranger has told me I should write about it, because it's far too rare that I have written a mildly happy post. To think that I was feeling numb at 8pm last night to mildly happy now is quite an achievement.
You know, it was good to get some things off my chest. There wasn't all the stuff that I would usually talk about, but it felt somewhat good. I needed to get it out. The thing is, the same old stuff builds up, so for most people I would be like a broken record player, but to said stranger, I wasn't. The much more overly cute thing was I couldn't help but start to blush throughout the entire conversation. I am happy it makes me squee like Filler Bunny. It feels odd because I'm normally good at being just like this floating meatsack.
In fact, lately I think more people have been there which makes me feel very confused. I'm used to all this invisible-person-in-the-background. I'm used to people just nodding away while I talk, but now I feel like I am meaning something to more than just complete stranger. There is plenty of goodness around.
There is complete stranger. There is old-school friend Sass who is being so sweet to me. There is art-boi in America who has his unbelievable talent at making me actually open my eyes for the first time. There is slothy-photo-man who makes me feel all squishy inside. There is HardDrive's! There is morbidly curious people, there is Cat-Tishness and Hamsters everywhere. There are even more I could mention, but just know that for one second it's all made me have a food-for-thought moment this morning.
Squee!
I can tell that you want me to wear a bee-suit. I know this because I know all things that make you happy. I make you happy. Yes? Yes.
WITNESS ME IN BEE FORM.
You want corn? I give you corn. So much corn do I give. I like corn.