Ouch!

[lucifiana]

Sometimes I wonder if love is really even a feeling at all... perhaps it's nothing more than infatuation or obsession taken to a whole new level. I don't know, but I despise that word now. I just had the most painful realization in the world, but I'm not ready to talk about it, and prolly never will be. I'd prefer if it were me to be killed be

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William

[anonymous]

Tell me this atleast..was it caused by me or gene or some other guy? do you really love another guy? that why no room for me?..answer this time..besides that phone call to your mom bout you doing a drug or 2 and haveing unprotected sex with some guy...what have i truely done wrong..what did i do to make you not be able to trust me?....this is what i most hate. remember i told you this was my curse? i doubt it. but this is. i help people but what do i get in return? hate and shut-out. this is why "nice guys finish last" i read your profile to this to..you are lucky with men...hes right before you..Doesnt give a shit bout sex loves you to death would do anytthing wants to make things better doesnt mean to hurt you. and what you do? you set him aside as some maniac whos trying to control you..jess..i really hate saying this..but...OPEN YOUR EYES AND GROW UP!....i wish you knew what i felt inside and i wish i was there right now jus to show you. and i really really do wish i could take your pain away...but i cant nor can anyone else if