To start it fresh, I will "List 10 things you want to say to people (online or offline) but you know you never will. Don't say who they are or who you're referring to"
1. Sometimes, I kind of wonder what it would be like to date you, since we are together most of the time.
2. I don't know what I am going to do in NYC without you, always ready to hang out, cook, and speak candidly with. Saying goodbye to you was one of the most terrible moments I have ever experienced.
3. It really bothers me that you talk about other girls even though I talk about other guys. I have actually entertained the thought that we will be in a serious relationship in five years.
4. You have the most bumpin' ass this side of the western hemisphere!!!
5. The noticeable change in our relationship disturbs me.
6. If you didn't talk incessantly about Bob Dylan and hit on my friend, I think we would be really great pals.
7. I hate your pretentious art-school-is-just-a-bother attitude you ungrateful little shit.
8. I wish sometimes I could talk to you about liking girls without making you feel uncomfortable.
9. You are such a beautiful person and I wish you could get over your insecurities because they drive away the people you love.
10. To think I actually entertained the thought of dating you for that one fleeting moment.