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I have fallin' in love!! he's so sweet, funny, compassionate, romantic, lighthearted, understands me, lovable, and completely wonderful. And to think if i hadnt talked to him that one day i wouldve never known he liked me too. A crush thats lasted a year. Maybe he'll finally want to be more then friends, but for now im content like this. And anyone who knows me well enough knows i hate crushes and long for the romance. I hope that one day we can just chill at Starbucks, writin' slammin poems while giving each other sweet sweet thimbles. I feel so at ease with him that its so crazy. I feel like this is fates way of repaying me to that horride father's day. I hope so. But what i hope for most is that this will grow into a long-lastin romance, that hasnt anything to do with cutting, alchi, drugs, smoking, or heavy partying. Maybe this is lifes way of rewarding me for staying strong through all my struggles? Well I have no clue but I'll keep you updated on it. On another note, work SUX today. I took my shower last night so im already kinda stiky but the air-conditioner broke so its swweltering at work!! And after this i have to go to the laundry matt for an hour an a half. *sigh* but on the plus side Adrian (Breeze's husband YAY they're married) is getting us ice cream and its PAYDAY. Plus tomorrow im going to see a movie and eat diner with mr. fab-u-less and were gonna give each other little thimbles all night long. eek. cant wait. Sat. was the usual mall-rat thing where i got 2 new dress for homecoming/prom. yay lol i felt soo girly. then spent the night watchin the son-in-law with EEK pauly shore while eating chinesse food. Middle America, rippin the feild whoo whoo. Sunday night was killer. i saw trtisha at escapes and hung out with mitchell (not the guy i love, but he is my bf). omg 4th of july was so much fun. I spent the whole day with my bestest buddy amanda. we went to a cookout were we swam all day and listened to billie holiday. then we show the fireworks by marina jacks and saw swarms of peeps.tuesday i worked half day then went lessons. no fun. then yesterday i went to the waterpark and got soooo burnt. well thats it for no. ttyl