self-pityfest '07
it is these critical moments where i always end up sabotaging myself.
i am sick. i didn't keep down very much food today, but i don't really need the fuel since i'm not moving really. i just lie here on the bed and stare at my colorful walls. put on a fruit bats album and let the music tinker out of the laptop sitting on my stomach.
i have all this homework but i can't do it. all these things due next week that i haven't prepared for or even looked at.
all these. i tried to write papers but nothing came out coherent. babble babble badly worded babble.
i am too tired to shower and so my hair is hanging off my head in odd strings and loops.
i'm cold and hot.
there are very few moments in my life where i don't feel self-sufficient, self-reliant, on top of it. lying here now, all i can think is i want my mommy.
i am sick. i didn't keep down very much food today, but i don't really need the fuel since i'm not moving really. i just lie here on the bed and stare at my colorful walls. put on a fruit bats album and let the music tinker out of the laptop sitting on my stomach.
i have all this homework but i can't do it. all these things due next week that i haven't prepared for or even looked at.
all these. i tried to write papers but nothing came out coherent. babble babble badly worded babble.
i am too tired to shower and so my hair is hanging off my head in odd strings and loops.
i'm cold and hot.
there are very few moments in my life where i don't feel self-sufficient, self-reliant, on top of it. lying here now, all i can think is i want my mommy.