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Hello, Nobody.
As you can tell, I have faithfully said nothing now that the most important things are going on in my life. Obviously. Anyway, I am still with the most beautiful and pig-headed girl in the world, and sometimes. Christmas break is fast approaching. I wonder if I have purchased thoughtful gifts for everyone? Yes. I hope the arrive in time. How embarrassing if they do not! Anyway, I am taking my girlfriend, Kristin, on a vacation to angelfire ski resort to do some relaxing and no skiing. Nice? Yeah, I thought so too. Recently, I found a piece of music I have been looking for my whole life, the IV. Pas de trois- I. Intrada Allegro, by DJ Tchaikovsky, off the Swan Lake dub. Anyway, THIS IS THE ACTUAL THEME FROM THE GAME LOOM! The Gayest and Coolest Game EVER!
Very awesome. So what has changes since I have last penned my journal? Well, I have somewhat backed off on this whole religious/spiritual approach, as I run full circle over and over again, except, this mouse has enough sense to get out of the wheel and just examine the wheel. What is it about the holidays that is so warm and comforting? Is it all childhood memories of writhing with excitement? The Egg Nog (barf!)? The cold weather? The Nutcracker Suite? Around this time of year, my brain is coated with endorphins and a longing for 1988. Admittedly, every since my room was remade, I have lost very much interest in my house, as I feel I am more a guest than a son. Now that my grandmother has passed, is the room mine again, or will it eternally be the remade guest room in which I sleep? Oh, yes. Recently I have had discussions with my father over all the psych therapy I have been doing, much of it being about him, and he was interested. Although I do think he lost interest when I told him I had been devaluing his acceptance (or lack thereof!) of me, as it was invalid and harmful since he could not properly demonstrate it. As usual, stone deaf ears, and full of smiles and questions. Just like me. We stopped by Tiffany to check out the latest in chick chic jewelry, and we saw some of those beautiful little Faberge pendants. I mentioned how captivated I was by the Faberge collection, and he said that he always was too, but that his wife was not into it, so he never bought any!
I'm gonna have an Imperial Collection... just as soon as I am obscenely wealthy. Maybe not too long from now. Btw, to the left and right, a nice $3k, for the reproductions. The center original, Lilies of the Valley, somewhere around $3M. Somebody sure likes this stuff waaaay more than I do.
Well, I didn't do very well this semester, but I have decided that this is the last semester I will allow myself to slip in and out of a completely responsible nature. This next semester is when I adapt my behaviors for the rest of my life... gonna pop the dent right out of the ping-pong ball. I am still very impressed with my progress. I have my last economics final to study for. Did I mention I have declared a major in economics, and a minor in business? Oh yeah, that image of Kristin is inaccurate, let me give you a much better image of her.
I just love her to death, maybe till death etc.
As you can tell, I have faithfully said nothing now that the most important things are going on in my life. Obviously. Anyway, I am still with the most beautiful and pig-headed girl in the world, and sometimes. Christmas break is fast approaching. I wonder if I have purchased thoughtful gifts for everyone? Yes. I hope the arrive in time. How embarrassing if they do not! Anyway, I am taking my girlfriend, Kristin, on a vacation to angelfire ski resort to do some relaxing and no skiing. Nice? Yeah, I thought so too. Recently, I found a piece of music I have been looking for my whole life, the IV. Pas de trois- I. Intrada Allegro, by DJ Tchaikovsky, off the Swan Lake dub. Anyway, THIS IS THE ACTUAL THEME FROM THE GAME LOOM! The Gayest and Coolest Game EVER!
Very awesome. So what has changes since I have last penned my journal? Well, I have somewhat backed off on this whole religious/spiritual approach, as I run full circle over and over again, except, this mouse has enough sense to get out of the wheel and just examine the wheel. What is it about the holidays that is so warm and comforting? Is it all childhood memories of writhing with excitement? The Egg Nog (barf!)? The cold weather? The Nutcracker Suite? Around this time of year, my brain is coated with endorphins and a longing for 1988. Admittedly, every since my room was remade, I have lost very much interest in my house, as I feel I am more a guest than a son. Now that my grandmother has passed, is the room mine again, or will it eternally be the remade guest room in which I sleep? Oh, yes. Recently I have had discussions with my father over all the psych therapy I have been doing, much of it being about him, and he was interested. Although I do think he lost interest when I told him I had been devaluing his acceptance (or lack thereof!) of me, as it was invalid and harmful since he could not properly demonstrate it. As usual, stone deaf ears, and full of smiles and questions. Just like me. We stopped by Tiffany to check out the latest in chick chic jewelry, and we saw some of those beautiful little Faberge pendants. I mentioned how captivated I was by the Faberge collection, and he said that he always was too, but that his wife was not into it, so he never bought any!
I'm gonna have an Imperial Collection... just as soon as I am obscenely wealthy. Maybe not too long from now. Btw, to the left and right, a nice $3k, for the reproductions. The center original, Lilies of the Valley, somewhere around $3M. Somebody sure likes this stuff waaaay more than I do.
Well, I didn't do very well this semester, but I have decided that this is the last semester I will allow myself to slip in and out of a completely responsible nature. This next semester is when I adapt my behaviors for the rest of my life... gonna pop the dent right out of the ping-pong ball. I am still very impressed with my progress. I have my last economics final to study for. Did I mention I have declared a major in economics, and a minor in business? Oh yeah, that image of Kristin is inaccurate, let me give you a much better image of her.
I just love her to death, maybe till death etc.