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I don't know I don't know I don't know what I'm doing. I'm trying to follow my heart I'm trying to adjust to so many changes I'm trying to find a short span of peace in my life I'm trying to work hard and to re-define myself I'm trying not to be odd or sad or distant or weird or angry I'm trying to get your attention always I'm trying not to give up I'm trying to hit the ground running every time every week every time something shifts.
"here cowboy bars and dance clubs don't exist
the trance manual says
just stand alone and then shift..."
JV
I feel sick all of the time. I feel a different kind of sick day to day but always sick. I don't know how to relax. I was just trying to feel something better than but I'm just feeling erosion.
"here cowboy bars and dance clubs don't exist
the trance manual says
just stand alone and then shift..."
JV
I feel sick all of the time. I feel a different kind of sick day to day but always sick. I don't know how to relax. I was just trying to feel something better than but I'm just feeling erosion.