I don't know if something's wrong with me or not.. Is it normal to just not feel like eating anything even when you're hungry? Is it normal to feel sick to your stomach just at the sight of food? All I had today was a chocolate Slim Fast, and some soup, which I basically forced down. My mom sat there and made sure I finished, even though I was really tempted to just pour it down the drain, or at least throw it up later. I was hungry, but just looking at any kind of food made me sick. I don't think I'm being anorexic or anything, because I don't think I'm fat. I don't really feel the need to lose weight, although it's still nice to see the number on the scale a little smaller than usual. I lost about 3-4 pounds this past week. I just don't really know what to think about it. >_< Please comment if you've been in a similar situation!
Alex came over today (at 1:15, not at 2 like he said he would!! lol) and we watched A Clockwork Orange, which is the second time I've ever seen it. The first time was about 2-3 nights ago. :P It's such a great movie, but so fucked up! I think it's really awesome that Alex and I can still hang out, even though we used to date. He's the only ex boyfriend I'm still friends with, and it's really cool. He's like my bro! :P
I'm really pissed because I won't be able to go to Soundstage tomorrow - Dad's playing a concert and won't be coming back until after 11pm.. And my curfew is 10pm. So, point being, they aren't letting me go, even though a local band I really like is playing. Oh well.. I'm gonna go next Saturday. My dad's going to be setting up my desk Saturday, and he should be taking me out driving Sunday. Woo!
The Withered Lover
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