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well well im at my parents again. chris and dave are at daves shop working on chris's truck so i decided to come visit my parents cuz my mom just got back from her vacation. then well probably hang out tonight or something. i have an earache today. ugh. work sucks. ugh. i tihnk im gonna have the temp agency look at something else for me. this job bites ass. the best part about it was the training. Thats it! The lady that runs the temp agency is wicked nice and she said if i totally couldnt stand it she'd find me sometihng else, well i think she should cuz i cant stand tihs job. and its only been a fucking month. oh well. i watched two movies yesterday....."the good girl" and "the rules of attraction" and the other day i watched "one hour photo" ok i liked one hour photo but thought it was eerie and robin williams was good in it although it was weird seeing him as a bad old weird guy hes usually in comedies. the good girl was good, that guy it it, Jake Gylenhaal is HOT. The rules of attrcation was weird, lots of sex and sex oriented stuff which makes itsome what good lol, but still very weird! Last but not least I watched "Jack Ass the movie" with Stephanie and i almost pissed myself it was sooo damn funny. My mom has lost so much weight and shes like a little health guru now, and even more so she's commenting about how I eat so bad and how I shouldnt drink soda. The truth is, i mostly drink water and diet soda now, with the occasional ginger ale which isnt sobad, and i dont eat a lot any more and i usually make wiser choices. I mean nhow and then i have french fries or something but oh well im happy how i am. yeah im sure i could lose some weightbut people seem to still be attracted to me and its not like im a blimp. im happy the way I am which is a hell of a lot better for me to say that some chick thats way tooooo skinny that some how sees that shes fat. Id like those girls to spend a day in my shoes, over weight some what, and yet still happy, still attracting men, still knows shes beautiful. Girls are made to think they have to be stick thin to be happy. And its not the case. Im so damn proud of myself that Im this size and happy. Yes it does get to be a problem when someone is so over weight they can barely walk around or move, but i dont have that problem. But not me, im just a tad over average size for a women, and im happy with that. i no longer have to look at stick thin girls and be jealous. im older and wiser now, and personally , i think i look good and i know other people do too. i just wish more women could realize this about themselves. Im happy for my momand yes, im trying to drop weight but im doing it slowly. and in time im sure ill drop a coiuple sizes. At least my moms not telling me i NEED to lose weight, shes merely saying i dont eat so well. oh well, a lot of people dont. Ok im gonna go get a drink of water.......getting the internet tuesday so ill write then bye bye