Jun 07, 2005 00:06
Oh God, I've only been here a day and I'm already picking up a little accent... And I'm feeling a little homesick.
It's really hot here. It was 92 degrees when I got here with 100% humidity.
Gram and I went to town today... We bought swimsuits and jewelry. We had lunch at a chinese food place called Ding How.
I'm jet lagging. I almost fell asleep in church yesterday night... and when we went to Gram's doctor, I fell asleep right in the waiting room.
I'm enjoying cable and a TV in my room.
I feel aweful, though. Gram told me what my mom said about me... I wish Mom would have just fucking told me to my face. It pisses me off that my mom isn't open with me like that... If she had a problem with me, she could have TOLD me instead of calling Gram and saying "I can't take it anymore. Can you buy tickets and send a plane out here tomorrow?" God, sometimes I can't wait until I'm 18 and on my own.
Speaking of on my own... I'm dying. I really really miss Dee. The thought of her being over 2000 miles away from me is unbearable... and the thought of missing her 15th birthday makes my heart ache... I don't know how, yet, but I'll make it up to her big time...
I called the Hamletts a little less than an hour ago and Lyndall says Nick's at camp, but to call in a week. I don't know how I feel about seeing him again, though... I know as soon as I see him I'll want to hug hum, and as soon as I hug him I'll want to kiss him and as soon as I kiss him, I'll want him to hold me like he used to (He's affectionate physically, unlike Dee...) but whatever I do, I won't let it go farther than a hug, so don't worry, Tenley.
Yeah. Anyway, this is getting longer than I wanted it to be...
-Mei