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I don't feel right. I don't know what it is... Maybe I just havn't cried in a while... I think it's time to cry again.
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I've goteen a lot of work done on Shock Value. the storyline is pretty developed...
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i went to tenley's today.
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i'll leave for AL on the 5th... i dont really know if i wanted to go... but I guess I need a break, but in reality, it won't really be a break because I'll be working to cover myself up the whole time... I can't talk about Tenley like I usually do... I can't come out to them... I can't draw the usual dark stuff... no dark poetry... no good music... I'll have to bring some CDs and my cd player... I'll have to go to church every sunday and pretend im a good little girl who like boys....
But hardest of all, I know ill see Nick again. If he makes a move on me, though, I'll tell him off. I won't let what happened last time happen this time. I've moved on. I have a new love. I can't, no matter how much i want to, dwell on him.
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I don't feel well...
-Mei
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I've goteen a lot of work done on Shock Value. the storyline is pretty developed...
--
i went to tenley's today.
--
i'll leave for AL on the 5th... i dont really know if i wanted to go... but I guess I need a break, but in reality, it won't really be a break because I'll be working to cover myself up the whole time... I can't talk about Tenley like I usually do... I can't come out to them... I can't draw the usual dark stuff... no dark poetry... no good music... I'll have to bring some CDs and my cd player... I'll have to go to church every sunday and pretend im a good little girl who like boys....
But hardest of all, I know ill see Nick again. If he makes a move on me, though, I'll tell him off. I won't let what happened last time happen this time. I've moved on. I have a new love. I can't, no matter how much i want to, dwell on him.
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I don't feel well...
-Mei