arg
i hate being awkward and shy.
today was ok, i went into boston with two kids from anime club/physics class and found a place called the garment district that sells clothes by the pound (reiniscent of the clothesline sale without the organizaion or really nice stuff) for the costume party at the crafts houe tonight (the theme was "green"). so after shopping we went to the crafts center to make the costumes,a nd i decided on the green fairy with a nalgene of absinthe (mountain dew) and made a ghetto skirt and fairy wings. then i came home, took a nap just long enough to miss dinner, and then went to the party. we got there a little early, having been mistaken as to the time it started, and hung around awkwardly for a while, and i even tried stringraving, but that went over like a lead balloon. i don't much like parties, it turns out, which doesn't leave me much to do on the weekends. plus, i don't have any really good friends still, just more like a bunch of aquantainces who seem to be in varying stages of being tired of me and annoyed with me.
i dropped french after talking to the teacher, because after hearing my financial aid death knell, thought it was the best plan of action.
i should really learn not to think about my big problems late at night, it just really depresses me.
today was ok, i went into boston with two kids from anime club/physics class and found a place called the garment district that sells clothes by the pound (reiniscent of the clothesline sale without the organizaion or really nice stuff) for the costume party at the crafts houe tonight (the theme was "green"). so after shopping we went to the crafts center to make the costumes,a nd i decided on the green fairy with a nalgene of absinthe (mountain dew) and made a ghetto skirt and fairy wings. then i came home, took a nap just long enough to miss dinner, and then went to the party. we got there a little early, having been mistaken as to the time it started, and hung around awkwardly for a while, and i even tried stringraving, but that went over like a lead balloon. i don't much like parties, it turns out, which doesn't leave me much to do on the weekends. plus, i don't have any really good friends still, just more like a bunch of aquantainces who seem to be in varying stages of being tired of me and annoyed with me.
i dropped french after talking to the teacher, because after hearing my financial aid death knell, thought it was the best plan of action.
i should really learn not to think about my big problems late at night, it just really depresses me.