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[lucibear]

theres not a whole lot i can say right now.im out of words and my heart feels numb.i wi..i didnt want this to happen.shes right though, it was something deep inside me that i had to do.i just dont want everything to die.another chance in the future?i dunno.let me get back to you on that when the future comes.i'll be your friend and i'll love you like that.but thats all i can do.youre right, i am scared of everything,especially myself. like we said, find the missing pieces first and see if theyre capable of being fixed.but if nothing works out in the end, then we both must not be surprised.i cant say anything else, you know it all and youre the only one who needs to know.i heart you.
--bear--