some days i hate everything
Today at gatorland, I asked my mom what her bests and worsts of 2k9 would be, and we both determined that though 2k9 ha its ups and downs, it was WAAAY better than 2k8, so that means 2010 will be even BETTER, right!?
(we can make it better!)
Worsts of 2k9:
-Parker breaking my heart
-Sean getting sick
-Ed being deployed
-Jordan moving to California (that already feels like it was so much longer ago than in this same year)
-finding out my health is not as great as I thought
-derby anxiety
-...I can't think of anything else bad that happened this year. The Parker thing felt pretty monumental. But to look at, thats only one item on the list. And on the list of bests, there are a hundred awesome adventures I shared with Parker. I am so grateful for the time I got to spend with him, and I do understand why it ended. It hurts, but it'll be alright. Right?
(we can make it better!)
Worsts of 2k9:
-Parker breaking my heart
-Sean getting sick
-Ed being deployed
-Jordan moving to California (that already feels like it was so much longer ago than in this same year)
-finding out my health is not as great as I thought
-derby anxiety
-...I can't think of anything else bad that happened this year. The Parker thing felt pretty monumental. But to look at, thats only one item on the list. And on the list of bests, there are a hundred awesome adventures I shared with Parker. I am so grateful for the time I got to spend with him, and I do understand why it ended. It hurts, but it'll be alright. Right?