"These five words I swear to you" (from FF)
Yup, I'm still here. Been writing a lot more in a locked journal for various reasons. Other people's privacy issues mostly. Meaning they want to perserve their privacy...complicated and such.
That being said...I wentout of town for a weekend about a month ago, came home sleep deprived with my power turned off. Very interesting experience, very long time coming. Coming home to the power issue kind of sucked (I can say kind of now..) and the airline busted my laptop screen up which I didn't appreciate, lesson learned... even if they demand to check your carryon tell 'em to go fuck theirselves. And no, they didn't pay for it.. apparently damaged lauggage has to be inspected before you leave the airport. And reported within 4 hours... wonder who's tryin to cover their asses in that situation. My eyes have been doing the strangest things since I got back. First I got a gray halo, ironically left eye... and this isn't my imagination because I'm not even the one who noticed... and since then they've been turned to a really light, almost yellow green color. It's just interesting to note because my eyes get really dark when I'm in bad moods...usually bright when happy...what the hell does yellow mean?
Today started not so good, but I'm too sleepy to even care at the moment. My former landlord is hinting at sueing me, isn't that nice? She feels their house was in "perfect" condition before we moved in so they want it back in perfect condition. Heh.. right, their mother has a list of shit that was wrong before we moved in...which she acquired during her "inspection" on fuckin' mother's day, because that's what worked for them. And my car, my 2008 car is fucking up again...don't know what's wrong with it exactly but really fucking sick of this. It's not the ignition this time, it's something with the brakes. We got it home, thank the powers that be.
Otherwise... still trying to make SL be worth it. Picked up a Cancer. Yeah I know it, it's a talent. Pretty sure I freaked out this person ever so slightly by guessing his birthday was between June 21st and July 22nd... but as I said at the time, that's my luck. I should hire myself out, finder of Cancers and ..something to the effect of having a real good talent at scaring 'em off.
Wow, I just hallucinated.. that was interesting...thought I heard a male voice... the only in this house is in the next room over and has lyrangetis..
Oh fuck... today;s the day... I just remembered.. today's the day Grandpa died...a year ago... FUCK I wish I hadn't remembered that...
So yeah that just fucked up my mood again... grr, grr GRR... the tv in my room is messed up it's just fuzz most of the time... with sound.. makes for hard late night brain-numbing viewing. oo hey there's the screen... yay... signing off not proofreading... i need to calm my head now.