"Feeling like a freak on a leash" (from FF)
Write about anything? Really? Hmm...right. Still in this state where what I want to say will either not come out or I know there will be some nasty consequences. Lord knows I don't do myself any favors in that respect.
Living at my mother's place now.. just me and the kiddo.. and 5 rats..by which I mean chihuahuas (3 mixes) and the 5 cats.Oh and Daxter of course! Almost moved in... a lot of stuff got in the way of that.. starting with delays on the carpet, onto delays with the moving helper.. and the then the weather.. and then the realization that I cannot pack one person's stuff while unpacking mine. There's still all kinds of ugliness with Thumper...he sees no difference between Sephie and I living .25 miles down the road and he and Sephie living several thousand miles away... as in on the other coast. This causes conflict.. as do other things. Tired of the finger pointing... tired of the insinuations, accusations.
As for the other person I often write about, not a peep in almost a week. I'm starting to get REALLY worried.
My car's in the shop.. and has been nonoperational for almost a week. Got snowed in, somethiing got fucked up. And my phone was stolen yesterday. Fun shit.
Other news... I've found a way to enjoy myself online again... socially I mean. And get out some frustration. Such a lovely arrangement.
But tomorrow I shall get some things done. And hopefully get my car back. So much to do... Soilwork's playin' Harpos on Jan 30th.. and although I'd love to go, I don't want to end up either companionless or unable to get there because of weather like last year. Ah sucks why can't they come out here in the summer?!
Anyway...my head's fuzzy at the moment... just lack of sleep I think.. so I'll leave y'all with that.
From: Basselope
01/01/2009 13:25:03
*comes in and steps over, placing a kiss to the cheek, then smiles and slowly disappears down the way*
From: NiteMyste
01/01/2009 06:14:11
*chuckles.. and steps back into the shadows