Getting ready to go

[luciancorvinus]

I'm ready to go to my niece rylie's baptisim, darkmoon and I watched underworld and we are going through some pictures. He's like the best friend ever..who else would put up with me and trust me like this..aside from you kathi! I love you KATHI! I just ..have not had a good week. God ..all this with Nebulous and all this shit with my brother. ..

I just..don't know anymore..the thing is that even if I do nothing wrong I will be sorry for it..how many of you have told me to stop saying I'm sorry! God I just want to break down and cry..but oddly enough pain makes me strong..and gives me more will to carrie on..but in all honesty for whatever reason there is ...I'm sorry ..but no matter..the rest shall explane itself...

"I am sorry that I hurt you it is something I must live with everyday." _ hoobistank - the reason

Chris, Casey, Tourk, Adam, dan, Travas, Shawn, Dusty, Sam, Scott, Kyle, John, Nicki, Prometheus Laughing, Nebulous,

I am so sorry.
Life is never what it seems ...
I hate being a swan....cause I'll never be a princess. .
I did nothing wrong but my submissive nature makes me sorry for it anyway. I'm sorry That I fall in love...I am so sorry that I do. I'm sorry that because I love or loved you all once you cast me out. I'm so sorry