Wishes Granted
This is something I wrote on the 9th:
In the morning, I had forgotten only minutes before I started to feel heavy again. I found myself unusually blue, for even when things like this happen, it is extremely rare for me to be like this. I found that I was pulling myself together by lunch time, even to the point where suddenly, I felt like sending a happy little text, brief and random, to him. But no, I thought, I am not ready to be nice to him. I looked through my contacts list. Katie. I will send it to her.
Happy monday!
1:46 PM 11/9/09
To: Katie
Moments later, I got such a happy little response,
I love you!
1:47 PM 11/9/09
From: Katie
and that was quickly followed, much to my surprise, by a phone call. She seemed so happy to have heard from me, and although we were both on our way to class, we shared a brief and happy conversation, and she asked me to leave a funny little message on Allison's phone, since she knew Allison was feeling anxious today. I feel like my whole day was lightened by this, and I was even able to give my all in sending Allison two messages advertising ClamCheck, among other things, and trying to get her to buy this and that product, despite how badly I failed at it. I talked to Allison for an hour, and I felt so much better. For just a few hours, it was a lovely day.
So, that was back on Monday. Today, I've been working on cleaning things up, getting ready for winter break, and... starting to make a Christmas wishlist. La Doll clay for my bjd project, Beegu (a children's book), an electric kettle, and a file folder rack have made it to my list so far, so I'm still working on it.
Doesn't it look just like The City with No People?