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Oh wow I had my last band finals last night...that was sad- (be verb) actually it was just nerveracking and cold until they announced our scores. drum major 3 stars, color guard 3 stars (thank GOD) percussion 4 stars music 4 stars visual 4 stars and then it hit me OH MY GOD we can do it overall effect 4 stars OH DEAR LORD overall band a gold medal- jubulance, jumping around, oh wow, this is fricking sweet, hugging, TEARS. I realized that it was my last time really performing and my last marching band show, and I there was so much emotion that i totally lost it and cried, which is weird because i'm not really a crying in front of people kind of person. I sobbed like a baby, and mr. G came over and hugged me and allison and wiped the tears off of my face, which made me cry even MORE but I don't think I was the worst. Other people were crying before we were even performing, I was happy and nervous before we went on and after and all that.....anywho I was soo mad at the people who I saw mess up because when you get down to it, this level, it has to be pretty much flawless and perfect, and I wanted 4 stars so badly I would have killed all the retards who fucked up--but its cool. :)