I thought about you when I went to rehab. It was actually really fucking awesome. Well, as awesome as rehab can be. Yeah, a little freaky, because it's sponsored by the Scientology folks (Narconon), but I focused on getting what I could get out of it, and ignoring some of the BS that goes along with it.
Anyway, I got a lot out of it. I've been clean for, mmm, 4 months and 3 days now. On the morning of Dec 27th I had my last dose of methadone. I had been doing the methadone, and above that heroin, dilaudid, oxycontin and fentanyl. It was a bitch of a withdrawal! I didn't get my sleep back for like a month.
They give you the means to control your own life again. Pretty interesting stuff.
I have a friend that's still there that's been using heroin for *21 years*. She's doing awesome, too. She's never been clean since she started, and she's been clean almost 6 months now. That doesn't sound like much, but in the world of a heroin junkie, it's for-EVER.
Anyway, I love you, girl.
Feel free to email me anytime. Or just write back here. (lucentrip@gmail.com).
I was in rehab in December. I've been clean since then. Actually since November 30th. And you're right, six months might not sound like much to some but it is really a long fucking time (even 4 or 5 months... hell, even one month seems like eternity when you're sober). It's very difficult. i am back in Israel now, i've been here about 3 weeks already. i'm not sure what i'm doing with myself really. Going a little bit crazy but i'm trying to straighten out my head and figure out what i want to do.
I'm glad to hear that you're doing well. You should keep in touch with me. My email is stomstemi@hotmail.com so email me anytime. I check it pretty much everyday. :o) take care, love.
I thought about you when I went to rehab. It was actually really fucking awesome. Well, as awesome as rehab can be. Yeah, a little freaky, because it's sponsored by the Scientology folks (Narconon), but I focused on getting what I could get out of it, and ignoring some of the BS that goes along with it.
Anyway, I got a lot out of it. I've been clean for, mmm, 4 months and 3 days now. On the morning of Dec 27th I had my last dose of methadone. I had been doing the methadone, and above that heroin, dilaudid, oxycontin and fentanyl. It was a bitch of a withdrawal! I didn't get my sleep back for like a month.
They give you the means to control your own life again. Pretty interesting stuff.
I have a friend that's still there that's been using heroin for *21 years*. She's doing awesome, too. She's never been clean since she started, and she's been clean almost 6 months now. That doesn't sound like much, but in the world of a heroin junkie, it's for-EVER.
Anyway, I love you, girl.
Feel free to email me anytime. Or just write back here. (lucentrip@gmail.com).
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I'm glad to hear that you're doing well. You should keep in touch with me. My email is stomstemi@hotmail.com so email me anytime. I check it pretty much everyday. :o) take care, love.
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