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[lucentfirefly]

For dinner, I had quite a bit of peas and tofu, an icepop (70 cals), rice pudding, and a piece of cheese. ugh. then i had the graham crackers and orange juice.

binge after fucking binge. wtf is wrong with me. why can't i just curl up into a ball and sleep for 30 days without having to eat anything.