Surprised I am...
Just wanted to say that this evening turned out alot better than I thought it would. The boy came out here, I ranted and raved at him about all that was going on. Surprising enough he was fairly supportive. He also did give me alot of good ideas for working out, and again made the promise to help me with whatever I needed. He can be so amazing sometimes, it just to damn bad the mean boy outways the amazing boy by so much. Ahhh I suppose only time will tell.
Im glad that you arent mad at me Aper... I guess we both just have to learn to love one another for whatever happens with our man troubles. Its rough where were both at right now, and some how, for some strange reason I know we will both get through it no matter the outcome. WE JUST HAVE TO BE PATIENT AND SUPPORTIVE WITH ONE ANOTHER, AND ACT LIKE ADULTS ABOUT IT NOT MOODY TEENAGERS>>>Thats as nice as I can put it. Im glad we had a good night. Now its time to buckle down, no fun! Well atleast not for me.
Talked to Boo, it was nice until she had to let me go cause Ben told her to. We have things to do... wtf ever! Thats all Im saying about that. Oh and I do want to mention that she is considering going on testostroine (cant spell it) shot to cure in endometeriosis (sp), but this is all coming from the advice of Cindy ( work out junky friend of Bens) and Ben. She stopped her BC and everything. If it is a cure Im happy for her, although I truly think she should consult a doctor. I didnt say anything though, cause well I didnt feel like being the bad guy again. Ive had enough of that in the last few weeks. I just hope she really thinks about what shes doing.
Off to bed I go... gonna start this new energetic, I can do it all life tomorrow... ha... oh I didnt laugh. I have faith. I can do it. Im amazing... ok enough of that bull shit. Catch on the flip side... just clownin'!!!!!
Im glad that you arent mad at me Aper... I guess we both just have to learn to love one another for whatever happens with our man troubles. Its rough where were both at right now, and some how, for some strange reason I know we will both get through it no matter the outcome. WE JUST HAVE TO BE PATIENT AND SUPPORTIVE WITH ONE ANOTHER, AND ACT LIKE ADULTS ABOUT IT NOT MOODY TEENAGERS>>>Thats as nice as I can put it. Im glad we had a good night. Now its time to buckle down, no fun! Well atleast not for me.
Talked to Boo, it was nice until she had to let me go cause Ben told her to. We have things to do... wtf ever! Thats all Im saying about that. Oh and I do want to mention that she is considering going on testostroine (cant spell it) shot to cure in endometeriosis (sp), but this is all coming from the advice of Cindy ( work out junky friend of Bens) and Ben. She stopped her BC and everything. If it is a cure Im happy for her, although I truly think she should consult a doctor. I didnt say anything though, cause well I didnt feel like being the bad guy again. Ive had enough of that in the last few weeks. I just hope she really thinks about what shes doing.
Off to bed I go... gonna start this new energetic, I can do it all life tomorrow... ha... oh I didnt laugh. I have faith. I can do it. Im amazing... ok enough of that bull shit. Catch on the flip side... just clownin'!!!!!