May 20, 2005 00:38
i am full of vodka and beer and i worked out in the school gymn today.
i had a job interview and didn't get it because i'm too "ambitious" bullshit!
i'm so sick of having unresolved issues with people and problems that can never be resolved....i don't think this kind of nonsense will ever come to an end. but that doesn't mean that i'll stop wishing...
fuck! sometimes i wish that this was just practice and soon i'll find out my life until this point was only a preliminary event before the real thing takes place....i wish it would.....by the way...i'm drunk, and i apologize if any of this doesn't make any kind of sense...i miss john massarella. time for sleep....