Fall forward, never back
I had to go back on Prozac for the sake of the baby and my sanity, or what's left of it. I've had a rough time, especially these last couple months. There have been so many changes; changing jobs, houses, lifestyles. Going from one extreme to the next has been a challenge.
I am trying. I've lived in chaos most my adult life. It's been my security blanket so to speak. I will be the first to admit this. It's not a good thing. I'm trying to change this, but it's one habit that is hard to break.
I find out the sex of the baby on Halloween. I'm almost to the half way point.
My mom says I need to learn patience. I couldn't agree with her more. I'm so worried about the future. I can't bare to not know the uncertain. Ultimately, I'd like to know what lies ahead but I'm not that good yet. :)
This is fall. I love fall. The smell of rain. The leaves scattered on the ground. Changing colors everywhere. Storms. This time seems to be the time I fall for someone. A new relationship. I have a lot of good memories. As of today, I am still single. I'm not used to this. It's got a hold on me. But I am doing my best to embrace this season with change. I need to be ok with being single. For once in my life.
I am trying. I've lived in chaos most my adult life. It's been my security blanket so to speak. I will be the first to admit this. It's not a good thing. I'm trying to change this, but it's one habit that is hard to break.
I find out the sex of the baby on Halloween. I'm almost to the half way point.
My mom says I need to learn patience. I couldn't agree with her more. I'm so worried about the future. I can't bare to not know the uncertain. Ultimately, I'd like to know what lies ahead but I'm not that good yet. :)
This is fall. I love fall. The smell of rain. The leaves scattered on the ground. Changing colors everywhere. Storms. This time seems to be the time I fall for someone. A new relationship. I have a lot of good memories. As of today, I am still single. I'm not used to this. It's got a hold on me. But I am doing my best to embrace this season with change. I need to be ok with being single. For once in my life.