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i'm an idiot for using an online journal for all of these years.
doesn't it seem like a journal is where you should be able to write everything that's on your mind, without worrying about judgement or bullshit? where you can write the things that you'd be too scared to tell anyone?
i realize that all of these entries i have about anything somewhat close to me don't even touch on my real fears or my real emotions. i've been fooling myself into believing that these journals were helping me cope somehow when all they do is scratch the surface. soo yea. buh bye.
doesn't it seem like a journal is where you should be able to write everything that's on your mind, without worrying about judgement or bullshit? where you can write the things that you'd be too scared to tell anyone?
i realize that all of these entries i have about anything somewhat close to me don't even touch on my real fears or my real emotions. i've been fooling myself into believing that these journals were helping me cope somehow when all they do is scratch the surface. soo yea. buh bye.