(no subject)
*peeks her head in* long time no see! well not much has changed with me, still no job here. in fact i got fired from the gas station. for a drive off. *shakes her head*
I owe my smiles to Nikki, without her Id have lost most hope... there are still my children, but there is a difference between them and a good friend my own age. I finally figured out why I was having lesbian dreams. It all made sense to me last night... its not really a sexual thing, but I feel closer to Nikki than to Jason, and now I know the dreams were telling me of that.
There is no possible way to please my husband... his mind changes more than any female ive ever met o.0 So for the most part I give up on guessing what it is he wants. I'll just be somewhere nearby ready for him to gripe at me again in some way. Perhaps he will tire of griping... then again he could already be a grumpy old man :P Ahhh but somehow I will still always love him. I feel like I am loving him from afar, even though he sits right next to me. We are in two different worlds.
I owe my smiles to Nikki, without her Id have lost most hope... there are still my children, but there is a difference between them and a good friend my own age. I finally figured out why I was having lesbian dreams. It all made sense to me last night... its not really a sexual thing, but I feel closer to Nikki than to Jason, and now I know the dreams were telling me of that.
There is no possible way to please my husband... his mind changes more than any female ive ever met o.0 So for the most part I give up on guessing what it is he wants. I'll just be somewhere nearby ready for him to gripe at me again in some way. Perhaps he will tire of griping... then again he could already be a grumpy old man :P Ahhh but somehow I will still always love him. I feel like I am loving him from afar, even though he sits right next to me. We are in two different worlds.