Oct 26, 2009 15:40
hi.
i have done 2 consecutive perths and a hkg turn.
the 2nd perth was fun yet.. >_<
the turn yesterday was bad. not the worse i had but.. ya..
good bosses, nice seniors, so think you can guess where went wrong..
not one, but two of them.
when you're in this line, you simple hate school holidays.
but i'm really thankful for this family of three. the mum was really understanding. i literally gave her thousands of apologies and gave her as much stuff as i could.
thankful for my direct boss too. alot. and my dearest batchie. if not, i'll explode earlier and tell them off rightaway. not that i'm mean and 'senior', but you'll really sabo people like that. if you're new, please be very mindful. if we could do that, why can't you? we're all of different personalities but so many of us have done it, why can't you. if you're moving to jcl, why is your basic so.....&*^$^#$^& stroll, expect people to cover for you. this is not team work. seriously, boss is very nice already when he got sabo twice by her. if is me, i'll write in.
manhy thanks to boss again. despite all his workload, he wrote a accident report for me. why? cos i was keeping some baby bed stuff, don't know which idiot didn't put the ones in the closet properly, the one inside fell out, with the sharp pin-ends (meant to hinge into the wall de) facing me and hit my already injured arm. 'thanks alottt'. think i know who but didn't point out. was already boiling at my brim. but give face to boss.
didn't go to him to complain but he sensed it and encountered them himself. he got eyes for himself. so he asked me. and we both agreed on the problems occuring. so he had some talks. thanks again boss.
anyway, it's my suay left arm again. already been seeing company doctor for my overworked wrist. more recently, hit the area near my elbow but haven't seen doctor. i suspect it's a hairline fracture. now kana hit by the bassinet. wth.
not i exaggerating, seeking attention, accident prone or what.. wait till you come aboard observe our workload. the risks. the clicks we accumulate on board, walking up and down. and i always very suay, meet some not-so-nice people.
been delaying to see doctor.. partly cos got a cameron highlands trip coming up. also no mood to go to clinic. though it's hurting. so sian. so much stuff plus injury plus school work plus this that..>_<
woke up this morning. saw his sms reply. i cried. till fell back to sleep. felt so broken that i was literally curling up in bed and squeezing myself as tight as possible. shouted inside me, "somebody! i need a good tight hug real badly right now! somebody! come protect me from all this hurt and pain!"
thanks huiling for sms-ing me last night. love you.
.... it has become my fault? me not sparing a thought? speechless..
crying in silence. tears rolling as i look at our pictures now. the photo frame he made for me this year. the photo at the hotel for valentines..
it hurts so badly. real bad.
i want an anaesthetic jab right now. please=..(....