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I honestly believe I am driving myself crazy.
I have too much mind, too many thoughts to be contained in my head.
No idea where to start.
I don't know if it's necessity or a mere desire for someone, anyone, to show up in my life right now. Maybe not just anyone, but one person that is special to me and sees me as someone special to them. Someone who's lifestyle fits mine like two puzzle pieces together. I am improvising everyday, which I am not sure is so much a bad thing, but I'm beginning to lose hope. I know it's still early and I am still so young but how can one be such a busybody yet still feel lonely and slowed down? It's because I don't have anyone around bringing my spirits up. My roommates, yes, but they're not really here for me. They're here because they have to be and they live here as well. I have my best friends but Mrs. Proch has wifey responsibilities and since Meghan is newly adapting into the single lifestyle she can't keep her mind off boys. There's absolutely nothing wrong with that because boys are great, however they all chase her, she doesn't have to look hard.
Nobody wants me.
I have too much mind, too many thoughts to be contained in my head.
No idea where to start.
I don't know if it's necessity or a mere desire for someone, anyone, to show up in my life right now. Maybe not just anyone, but one person that is special to me and sees me as someone special to them. Someone who's lifestyle fits mine like two puzzle pieces together. I am improvising everyday, which I am not sure is so much a bad thing, but I'm beginning to lose hope. I know it's still early and I am still so young but how can one be such a busybody yet still feel lonely and slowed down? It's because I don't have anyone around bringing my spirits up. My roommates, yes, but they're not really here for me. They're here because they have to be and they live here as well. I have my best friends but Mrs. Proch has wifey responsibilities and since Meghan is newly adapting into the single lifestyle she can't keep her mind off boys. There's absolutely nothing wrong with that because boys are great, however they all chase her, she doesn't have to look hard.
Nobody wants me.