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*****I stopped responding to him after that.***************
From: Nicole
To: Chris
It's all about money with you. The deposit is up in the air I guess. It's money I owe but will be money owed to me, so in a sense you still owe it. If you don't want to pay for the last place, fine. If you want to charge me for your EPS account for all the dog stuff, fine, give me the statement. But remember who's trying to be civil. Remember Bill Me Later and Puget Sound Energy.
From: Chris Restad
To: Nicole
I still owe Evergreen money. For those fucking dogs. So you are saying that I don’t have to pay for half of the deposit? How much do you need for rent?
From: Nicole
To: Chris
Don't keep throwing shit at me. Stop being immature. I didn't have to pay for my drink NOT that its your concern. I AM ASKING YOU FOR SOME MONEY YOU OWE ME. That's fair! We don't owe him anything......I do. Remember? And I will deal with that through a law suit we've (dad and I) talking about.
I'm not doing this with you. Just please know I really need that money and it's the only way I'll be able to pay rent. I am asking you to be an adult and be considerate at the same time. Stop saying shitting things to me.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
I am not asking him for a loan when we owe them 650 already you have to be out of your fucking mind. Aren’t you getting unemployment? Maybe you shouldn’t have been going out if you couldn’t afford it. I know you couldn’t have said no to drinking so there goes a couple hundred bucks right there. I’ll see what I can do but I am not promising anything.
From: Nicole
To: Chris
then what will happen? I know you have money. You can ask Dan to give you a loan to pay me off $200.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
I don’t know how much I can give you if any.
From: Nicole
To: Chris
just don't. Leave me alone. You have hurt me enough and I hate you for it. NO MORE. Don't talk to me. Just let me know how much money you can give me by the end of the month.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
Yeah nothing you say to me has any leverage, I may be a boy to you but at least I know how to manage my money, keep a job, deal with arguments within my relationship with out getting guidance from my parents, and I am only a 23 year old boy…what does that make you a 27 year old girl? I wonder sometimes if you will make it by yourself. Probably end up slitting your wrists, and I’m the coward. At least I can deal with life without trying to take the easy way out. Who the fuck do you think you are, someone special that shouldn’t have to deal with pain and disappointment, well welcome to the fucking real world sweet heart, but then again what the fuck do I know, I am just a little boy.
From: Nicole
To: Chris
My fault? yeah for believing a fucking word you said. FUCK YOU! I hate you. I'll never forgive you for hurting me. You chicken shit. Fucking coward! You ran away like a 23 year old boy. I hate you.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
Yeah that’s fine, believe what ever it is you want to believe. I did love you and wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, why would I have gotten rid of all of my shit and fucked myself if I planned on leaving. I thought you were smart, pretty fucking oblivious if you ask me. Wouldn’t have signed a 1 year lease with someone I was planning on leaving. I’ll have you your money when I have it. You’re just going to have to wait. Things changed, my feeling for you changed, around the whole time that baby bull shit came up with the fucking time line. So you keep telling yourself what ever it is you need to to make you hate me cause I could care less at this point. You pretty much did all of this to yourself with your fucked up twisted over reacting. I am sorry that you are hurting, that wasn’t my intentions at all. I was honest with you and still am. So fucking grow up, you’ll get over this someday.
From: Nicole
To: Chris Restad
You've been hurting me each day. I hate you for lying to me over the last year about how we we would spend our lives together and you would never hurt or leave me. I hate myself for believing in your lies and spoiling you with my love and money. What a fucking fool I am. I tried to give you everything and you took advanatge. I've never trusted anyone like I have you and you ruined it for the rest of my life. You fucking stomped all over me and I hate you for it. You are a fucking liar and you used me and probably loved every fucking minute of it. I thought you loved me but this whole fucking tome it was a lie. I'll never forgive you. Ever. I want my money ASAP and I want the fuck out of this. I hate you for making cry. I hate you, you're a liar and a fake little boy. You fucked with my emotions and didn't care because the only person you can care about is yourself because you;re you-selfish. I want my money now. I want to break this lease November 1st and I want to get you out of my life. I am so in love with you but I hate you more and more each day. Fuck you.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
It’s just like you are trying to hold on still, which is totally understandable, but we didn’t make it to our anniversary. So it’s not really our anniversary. The end of the chapter was like 3 or 4 weeks ago. What would you want to do anyways? Eating dinner with you while you cry all night doesn’t sound like any kind of fun to me. It’s over, just face it. I don’t want to be an ass but I don’t think it would be good for you to get over this if we have a last night or whatever you are implying. Or would it be fair to you because I am not going to be completely there mentally or physically. I don’t want to hurt you but you really need to stop pushing me, this is what I have decided and I am not changing my mind.
From: Nicole
To:Chris
It's our anniversary and I thought our relationship was meaningful and full of love. I thought we could celebrate the last year and the next year of possible friendship. It just means alot to me, kind of like ending the chapter. But if you have other plans, I'll get the clue.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
Why what’s Thursday? I was planning on going over to Josh’s probably. That’s kind of our day where everyone gets together even though there is no OC.
From: Nicole
To: Chris
Do not make any plans on Thursday please. Okay? Can you give me that much?
From: Nicole
To: Chris
It's all about money with you. The deposit is up in the air I guess. It's money I owe but will be money owed to me, so in a sense you still owe it. If you don't want to pay for the last place, fine. If you want to charge me for your EPS account for all the dog stuff, fine, give me the statement. But remember who's trying to be civil. Remember Bill Me Later and Puget Sound Energy.
From: Chris Restad
To: Nicole
I still owe Evergreen money. For those fucking dogs. So you are saying that I don’t have to pay for half of the deposit? How much do you need for rent?
From: Nicole
To: Chris
Don't keep throwing shit at me. Stop being immature. I didn't have to pay for my drink NOT that its your concern. I AM ASKING YOU FOR SOME MONEY YOU OWE ME. That's fair! We don't owe him anything......I do. Remember? And I will deal with that through a law suit we've (dad and I) talking about.
I'm not doing this with you. Just please know I really need that money and it's the only way I'll be able to pay rent. I am asking you to be an adult and be considerate at the same time. Stop saying shitting things to me.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
I am not asking him for a loan when we owe them 650 already you have to be out of your fucking mind. Aren’t you getting unemployment? Maybe you shouldn’t have been going out if you couldn’t afford it. I know you couldn’t have said no to drinking so there goes a couple hundred bucks right there. I’ll see what I can do but I am not promising anything.
From: Nicole
To: Chris
then what will happen? I know you have money. You can ask Dan to give you a loan to pay me off $200.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
I don’t know how much I can give you if any.
From: Nicole
To: Chris
just don't. Leave me alone. You have hurt me enough and I hate you for it. NO MORE. Don't talk to me. Just let me know how much money you can give me by the end of the month.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
Yeah nothing you say to me has any leverage, I may be a boy to you but at least I know how to manage my money, keep a job, deal with arguments within my relationship with out getting guidance from my parents, and I am only a 23 year old boy…what does that make you a 27 year old girl? I wonder sometimes if you will make it by yourself. Probably end up slitting your wrists, and I’m the coward. At least I can deal with life without trying to take the easy way out. Who the fuck do you think you are, someone special that shouldn’t have to deal with pain and disappointment, well welcome to the fucking real world sweet heart, but then again what the fuck do I know, I am just a little boy.
From: Nicole
To: Chris
My fault? yeah for believing a fucking word you said. FUCK YOU! I hate you. I'll never forgive you for hurting me. You chicken shit. Fucking coward! You ran away like a 23 year old boy. I hate you.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
Yeah that’s fine, believe what ever it is you want to believe. I did love you and wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, why would I have gotten rid of all of my shit and fucked myself if I planned on leaving. I thought you were smart, pretty fucking oblivious if you ask me. Wouldn’t have signed a 1 year lease with someone I was planning on leaving. I’ll have you your money when I have it. You’re just going to have to wait. Things changed, my feeling for you changed, around the whole time that baby bull shit came up with the fucking time line. So you keep telling yourself what ever it is you need to to make you hate me cause I could care less at this point. You pretty much did all of this to yourself with your fucked up twisted over reacting. I am sorry that you are hurting, that wasn’t my intentions at all. I was honest with you and still am. So fucking grow up, you’ll get over this someday.
From: Nicole
To: Chris Restad
You've been hurting me each day. I hate you for lying to me over the last year about how we we would spend our lives together and you would never hurt or leave me. I hate myself for believing in your lies and spoiling you with my love and money. What a fucking fool I am. I tried to give you everything and you took advanatge. I've never trusted anyone like I have you and you ruined it for the rest of my life. You fucking stomped all over me and I hate you for it. You are a fucking liar and you used me and probably loved every fucking minute of it. I thought you loved me but this whole fucking tome it was a lie. I'll never forgive you. Ever. I want my money ASAP and I want the fuck out of this. I hate you for making cry. I hate you, you're a liar and a fake little boy. You fucked with my emotions and didn't care because the only person you can care about is yourself because you;re you-selfish. I want my money now. I want to break this lease November 1st and I want to get you out of my life. I am so in love with you but I hate you more and more each day. Fuck you.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
It’s just like you are trying to hold on still, which is totally understandable, but we didn’t make it to our anniversary. So it’s not really our anniversary. The end of the chapter was like 3 or 4 weeks ago. What would you want to do anyways? Eating dinner with you while you cry all night doesn’t sound like any kind of fun to me. It’s over, just face it. I don’t want to be an ass but I don’t think it would be good for you to get over this if we have a last night or whatever you are implying. Or would it be fair to you because I am not going to be completely there mentally or physically. I don’t want to hurt you but you really need to stop pushing me, this is what I have decided and I am not changing my mind.
From: Nicole
To:Chris
It's our anniversary and I thought our relationship was meaningful and full of love. I thought we could celebrate the last year and the next year of possible friendship. It just means alot to me, kind of like ending the chapter. But if you have other plans, I'll get the clue.
From: Chris
To: Nicole
Why what’s Thursday? I was planning on going over to Josh’s probably. That’s kind of our day where everyone gets together even though there is no OC.
From: Nicole
To: Chris
Do not make any plans on Thursday please. Okay? Can you give me that much?