Even though you will not see this....

Dec 16, 2004 00:20

Happy 23rd Birthday Garlin

I looked up in the sky, and all I can think about was you
I looked to my side, and you were next to me.
I sang you Happy Birthday, and moved to the other side of the room
I cried, I wept but you couldnt hear
You were too busy enjoying your Birthday
You failed to realize that I was still there
I soon faded and became a memory
but you were still in the same room
See I know you had left
But you forgot something really important

Today midnight of Decemeber 16th, 2004, I Celes promised to never move to the other side of the room

I am going back to my side of the bed, but this time you are moving to the corner.

I promised to make you happy, and here I am a year after bringing you a small cake with a singing candle promising that I will never do to you what you did to me.

I promise I will never break your heart, or leave you hanging in a world full of mysery

I promise to never exist in your perfect life, because no matter how much I try, you will always blame me for loving you too much.

You will never find enough love in your heart to forgive me for wanting what every girl wants
You will never forgive me for loving you too much.

I promise if you see me five years from now, I will still ask what I did to deserve this much pain, because it will never be okay.

~Forever and Deadly yours
Celes ~

This is from August 1st,2002: http://www.geocities.com/nani_666/chris/chris.html

Thank you
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