Faking a Smile is Draining
But thankfully I don't have to anymore XD XD XD
You cut one person out of your life and suddenly everything else falls into place. Who knew it would be that easy? You lost, you never held on.
Those in italics are lyrics from one of my new favorite songs. Hell every song I like I call one of my favorites. So basically a song either becomes one of my favorites or it's lost to my mind lol. Speaking of which my brother is trying to get me to like his "screamo" music but I don't like most of the songs he listens to, or rather bands I would guess. Seriously out of about 65 songs he has presented to me, I've only picked out four I like. Then again it's not the genre I don't like it's just the actual bands music itself. I don't know the bands that well since their music didn't interest me so I didn't look them up and so it would be unfair to say it's the band, it's just the bands sound that fails to interst me. I sound so picky but I'm really not.
*snickers* I just randomly went on about that for no particular reason other than I feel rather chatty today.
I like life. No hell I am enjoying life! There's obviously no such thing as perfection because perfection cannot be defined in a constant manner. Everyone's view of perfection is different and thus perfection is just another word to describe a sense of happiness and peaceful feelings. With that in mind I would say that this is the closest to 'perfection' I have ever gotten. At least in my own definiton of perfection.
Sure I have my obsticles, I know things will go up and down, it's that way for everyone, things sometimes are just unavoidable. Slowly but surely I am learning to just accept them and learn from them. Sometimes the difference between pain and happyness comes from how you chose to react to a situation.
OMG I am getting old!!!!! Or at least I feel like it. I'm about ready to retire lol. Ok well not really because I HAVE to keep myself working. I don't know why but I just HAVE TO! I feel useless when I'm just lazying around.
Blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah blah. And further more blah blah blah. No seriously. Lol ok WTFruit? I'm just insane. That and I am watching in both amusement and curiosity as my brother attacks a bug... poor guy... my brother not the bug as the bug will surely win. It's still amusing to watch though. And the boy/man/person is 18. I say boy/man/person because much like myself he just does not act his age.
Oh shiz it's getting late and I need to get ready to go to work... from work... cause I just work. Social life begone! Just kidding... I have one.
Seriously...
Stop staring at me in utter disbelief!
I know people... say "hi"...
Well saying I have a social life is stretching the truth... just a tad...
Shut up, I'm working on it.
You cut one person out of your life and suddenly everything else falls into place. Who knew it would be that easy? You lost, you never held on.
Those in italics are lyrics from one of my new favorite songs. Hell every song I like I call one of my favorites. So basically a song either becomes one of my favorites or it's lost to my mind lol. Speaking of which my brother is trying to get me to like his "screamo" music but I don't like most of the songs he listens to, or rather bands I would guess. Seriously out of about 65 songs he has presented to me, I've only picked out four I like. Then again it's not the genre I don't like it's just the actual bands music itself. I don't know the bands that well since their music didn't interest me so I didn't look them up and so it would be unfair to say it's the band, it's just the bands sound that fails to interst me. I sound so picky but I'm really not.
*snickers* I just randomly went on about that for no particular reason other than I feel rather chatty today.
I like life. No hell I am enjoying life! There's obviously no such thing as perfection because perfection cannot be defined in a constant manner. Everyone's view of perfection is different and thus perfection is just another word to describe a sense of happiness and peaceful feelings. With that in mind I would say that this is the closest to 'perfection' I have ever gotten. At least in my own definiton of perfection.
Sure I have my obsticles, I know things will go up and down, it's that way for everyone, things sometimes are just unavoidable. Slowly but surely I am learning to just accept them and learn from them. Sometimes the difference between pain and happyness comes from how you chose to react to a situation.
OMG I am getting old!!!!! Or at least I feel like it. I'm about ready to retire lol. Ok well not really because I HAVE to keep myself working. I don't know why but I just HAVE TO! I feel useless when I'm just lazying around.
Blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah blah. And further more blah blah blah. No seriously. Lol ok WTFruit? I'm just insane. That and I am watching in both amusement and curiosity as my brother attacks a bug... poor guy... my brother not the bug as the bug will surely win. It's still amusing to watch though. And the boy/man/person is 18. I say boy/man/person because much like myself he just does not act his age.
Oh shiz it's getting late and I need to get ready to go to work... from work... cause I just work. Social life begone! Just kidding... I have one.
Seriously...
Stop staring at me in utter disbelief!
I know people... say "hi"...
Well saying I have a social life is stretching the truth... just a tad...
Shut up, I'm working on it.