How Soon Is Too Soon?
So another day goes by and you image is burned deeper within
I lost any sense I had left when you turned your back to me
Through your eyes I caught a glimmer of self loathing mixed with confusion
But you turned much too quickly for me to realize why.
Another month disappears from my calendar as it rests upon my wall
I've lost any confidence I once possessed when you walked away
Through your eyes I once found comfort now I desperately seek it once again
But you turned away from me long ago and now I can't remember why.
And another year's gone by but I can't seem to forget you
I lost the strength to will back how your touch felt
Through your eyes I see nothing reflecting inside anymore
But you turned away a year ago and that's the best gift you could have given me.
~~ by. Raquel A. ~~
Lost again, I've lost my way, I always end up lost
It was fine before, then it was ok, now I have to pay the cost
Weightlessness as I floated over you and everything you said
Those venomous words injected in me as the needle pierced me and I bled.
Distant figures dance before my line of vision ritualistically
I shake away, feeling dazed and pray you cleanse me spiritually
I can't help but wish you'd tied me down so I could feel my feet on the ground
But I'm high above without your love and in the absence of sound.
~~ By. Raquel A. ~~
Go before me and don't look back I need to spare you any grief
This has to be done and it can only be done by me
Stand tall and place good distance between my soul and your heart
When the deed is done and I am gone I pray you don't fall apart
My only contribution in this world was made for you
A lovely flower that will always remain absolutely pure.
~~ By. Raquel A. ~~
I lost any sense I had left when you turned your back to me
Through your eyes I caught a glimmer of self loathing mixed with confusion
But you turned much too quickly for me to realize why.
Another month disappears from my calendar as it rests upon my wall
I've lost any confidence I once possessed when you walked away
Through your eyes I once found comfort now I desperately seek it once again
But you turned away from me long ago and now I can't remember why.
And another year's gone by but I can't seem to forget you
I lost the strength to will back how your touch felt
Through your eyes I see nothing reflecting inside anymore
But you turned away a year ago and that's the best gift you could have given me.
~~ by. Raquel A. ~~
Lost again, I've lost my way, I always end up lost
It was fine before, then it was ok, now I have to pay the cost
Weightlessness as I floated over you and everything you said
Those venomous words injected in me as the needle pierced me and I bled.
Distant figures dance before my line of vision ritualistically
I shake away, feeling dazed and pray you cleanse me spiritually
I can't help but wish you'd tied me down so I could feel my feet on the ground
But I'm high above without your love and in the absence of sound.
~~ By. Raquel A. ~~
Go before me and don't look back I need to spare you any grief
This has to be done and it can only be done by me
Stand tall and place good distance between my soul and your heart
When the deed is done and I am gone I pray you don't fall apart
My only contribution in this world was made for you
A lovely flower that will always remain absolutely pure.
~~ By. Raquel A. ~~