Because I exceeded my own level of crazy...
Slither, crawl, writhe, cry out and scream
The agony feeds my inner being and fills my one true dream
Licking wounds as they crystalize blood to tears
Savor the rich flavor of the never ending years
Would I be crossing a line that I shouldn't by saying the truth?
Will it scare everyone to know that I will enjoy breaking you?
To crush you beneath my very hand as you keep returning
To watch with a smile as your soul starts burning
I will enjoy stealing your sanity tonight, tomorrow, and every single day
I will relish in the fact that when I am done, you will never be the same.
Updated Wed. Jan 27th
Sure, walk away it's not like I really loved you anyway
A trick of the mind, that's all it ever was and will no longer be
I guess I should just stay quiet and at least retain a fraction of my dignity.
But I still have some questions I just cannot hold back
Can you name one of the many excuses I ever made for you?
Even just remembering one of the millions would do.
I would love to hear if you can recall even a small detail
Can you remember how many times I had tears in my eyes?
Tears of sadness, happiness, tears of hello and tears of goodbye.
We never had a song, a place, or an inside joke but I didn't care
It was sufice to know you would always be there and yet your not
I need to turn away because it seems you have forgotten quite a lot.
For instance, you have forgotten how your eyes speak the truth more than your words
I can see that you're lying even before you finish your fabricated tale
You seem to always have an excuse as to why you cannot be bothered to care.
I'm drifting away from you but you have been running away for years
The distance between us matters no longer as I sever the ties
I'm no longer standing around to hear your empty promises and lies.
Sure, walk away it's hard to convince myself that I never really loved you anyway
A trick of the mind, that's all it would take to try to forget
I guess I should just stay quiet and finally walk away.