Apr 30, 2003 16:27
Grooming--For the most part this is good. I'm doing my hair, wearing clean clothes, showering every day, and using fabric softener so I smell nice. I've even been shaving, wich I didn't used to do, but I wanted to a few weeks ago so now I do again. I think its a seasonal thing. This is an area where I'm always battling the ADD. Things like weather or not my hair and clothes look good are easy to keep track of, but about once a week I find myself in the car going someplace and realize I forgot to put on deoderent or brush my teeth. I'm really bad with routines. I have been leaving a thing of deoderent in the car so I have a back up plan. The other really irritating thing is my nails. I've been biting them alot and really short (it hurts a bit to type). This has been something I've been battling for years and don't know how to quit, but when it's really bad like it's been lately it's really annoying. Still this category can get the ranking of G for good
Image and Presence-- Actually I look cute today. My hair's doing a good textured choppy bob thing. I like my shirt--it's a black peasant top with crocheted off white lace around the sleeves and neckline with strings at the neckline giving it a tunic type look. My jeans fit nicely. Now I don't look this good everyday and my clothes still aren't as me as I'd like because most clothes I like don't fit. As for presence I was pretty sociable today, but I still get nervous and have to fight the constant urge to stare at the floor. This area definately needs work but it's in a good stable place right now. I'll give it a OK (for okay of course)
Emotions--What to say about my emotions? They're the stupid things that I always loose to and get to control my life. It's strange but since me and Jeff got together I cry alot more. I think that's a step up from wanting to cry but being unable, but I'm not sure. It could just be that I'm frustrated more often. Sometimes my emotions don't make sense and then I get frustrated and it's all very sucky because frustation always sends me over the edge. I guess I am the annoying fire aspected person Joe says I am (of course he says passionate not annoying). I guess my emotions get a W for wacked because even when they're good they are confusing.
Relationships--I'm sure my relationship is good. We have our ups and downs, but all relationships do. The fact that we're total opposites makes it more complicated, and the nice balancing affect that was there when we got together has faded over time. However, we keep communicating and working through things and that's what makes relationships improve. We get an A for Alright
Career--This is a joke. My current career is stuffing envelopes and taking classes for a degree I won't get. However the more I look into floral design the more I like it. I did a really great roundy moundy arrangement last night. Those are the short round arrrangements that you see as centerpieces. If you watch any of the morning shows they usually have one on whatever coffee table they're using. This keeps looking more and more possible. I'm still interested in event planning, remodeling, becoming a travel agent, or working with photoshop. I guess it will depend on the opprotunities wherever Jeff's job is at. I guess this gets the highest score possibly at this point in time E for evolving.
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