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sometimes, like water, people remain stagnent. When they do, all sorts of unexpected things happen to them. When water's left to sit stillj for any lenght of time, being that it's natures perfect life giving medium, bacteria grows in it, pests breed in it, it ends up stinking to hell and eventually becomes unfit for consumption. We're often like that ourselves. We find a comfort zone, a place of relative security, refuse to grow and things end up breeding inside us too. Instead of mosqueto eggs and aeomeba it's saddness, lonelyness and depression. Either way we end up decaying and slowly being unfit for human consumption.
There are things and events in our lives that can trigger changes, sometimes good, sometimes bad, but always breaking up the viscious cycle of slow decay. Sometimes we yearn for even a destructive force to come and get rid of the shit that's grown inside of us. Maybe that's why so much of us are unhappy all the time.
Then there are the insignificant events that change ourlives for no reason then that you were a different man or woman before you did whatever it is. It's funny how these small things can change your perspective and personallity so greatly. I feel like I'm on that path right now. I look aty who i am, and who i became and decide to reinvent myself for no other treason then a small one. it's just thniking about that task made me realize things so much more complicated. Wierd right? Stagnation'll kill me if i let it.