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I'm fucking tired. I donb't know why, I slept until 10. Whats's a man to do. Oh well. My Mom's went back upstate with my grandmother, so my days off are mine again. I need to do something with them.
Thursday I'm going drinking in the city with some guys from work. Friday I don't have plans yet. I feel like going somewhere silly and hiding out from everyone, yet I like it when people come. I'm fucking full of these contradictions. Maybe I'll goto the beach. Haven't been there, really except for that time in Long Beach I stayed on the boardwalk. I'm not much of a fan of the beach, but to be honest sometimes I feel like going there just as a break.
My whole life sometimes seeks like a big contradiction. Like I get out of bed and I should be hearing a laugh track following me around as I go through my day. At least someone's laughing. I love it when people laugh, and I'll go along way to get one from somebody. Seriously though, my life is about contradictions. I can be painfully shy, and 5 min later be obnoxiously loud. I hate that about myself. I'd like more of an even keel, but I guess we all have things about ourselves we don't like, and if that's the worst of mine I figure I'm ahead of the game.
Tomorrow's my last day of work before my "weekend" and I have to go in early for a little OT before. sucks. Oh well, that's mi vida loca. not really that crazy, right?
Thursday I'm going drinking in the city with some guys from work. Friday I don't have plans yet. I feel like going somewhere silly and hiding out from everyone, yet I like it when people come. I'm fucking full of these contradictions. Maybe I'll goto the beach. Haven't been there, really except for that time in Long Beach I stayed on the boardwalk. I'm not much of a fan of the beach, but to be honest sometimes I feel like going there just as a break.
My whole life sometimes seeks like a big contradiction. Like I get out of bed and I should be hearing a laugh track following me around as I go through my day. At least someone's laughing. I love it when people laugh, and I'll go along way to get one from somebody. Seriously though, my life is about contradictions. I can be painfully shy, and 5 min later be obnoxiously loud. I hate that about myself. I'd like more of an even keel, but I guess we all have things about ourselves we don't like, and if that's the worst of mine I figure I'm ahead of the game.
Tomorrow's my last day of work before my "weekend" and I have to go in early for a little OT before. sucks. Oh well, that's mi vida loca. not really that crazy, right?