Feb 14, 2023 02:03
Dear Journal,
What is wrong with me? Why can't i just be happy? I don't know what I did to Morgan but like I hope shes a different person when were in the dominican although i feel like her girlfriend is gonna be a big part of the trip. Im gonna want to spend time with my best friend and I dont know if I can have that or if she could even be my best friend still. Like I want her to be but idk. Lets take this one day at a time and once we get to the hotel we will make sure Morgan focuses more on me and her family. I have nothing against Natasha but if shes not willing to even try and make conversations with me again then I'm going to do whats in my best interest for this trip. Who knows where my relationship or best friendship with Morgan will be and what influence Natasha has over her. She might not be Jessica yet but we shall see. Theyve already broken up once and caused Morgan to drive drunk. What else can go wrong? Here's to Valentines Day. A day made up by corporate america to steal your money. I wanted what I can no longer have. Well now I attempt to move on and be a functioning member of society. This is Jeffrey Scott Ornstein signing off.