Goodbye
Dear Morgan, Im writing you this journal entry to express how I feel. Ive loved you from the moment I laid my eyes upon you. From the moment our eyes first met. To the first snuggle to the last. I hate my life. No one loves me or cares about me. I'd give anything for what we once had. I dont know how I can be apart of this anymore. I love you and Jessica but my heart doesn't anymore. I always feel left out, hurt, angry, sad, upset, you name it. No one wants to kiss me which makes me feel like Im nothing to you both or not attractive enough. Like Im the worlds ugliest person. So this is goodbye. I wanted to see Spot one more time before I go away forever so hes with daddy now.you can have all my things just dont sell them ever. I'm gonna go see my grandparents now and michele. I'm gonna go try and do what I'm afraid to do and die. I wasn't enough and it's all my fault. I'm gonna just leave and end it for good. I'm done hurting and being a burden on everyone. Least now, you know I wont be going to Florida. I love you Morgan and I always will. This is Jeffrey Scott Ornstein signing off for the final time. I love you all, and goodbye.