My knuckles have turned to white...
Last night was fucking AMAZING. No,Amazing is a mediocre adjective. Anyways..
Brian came to my house around 5:15 and we headed out to meet AJ,Laura,and two other people. We met them at UNO's in Bellingham and headed towards Lowell. Lowell is a flipping hike man, it took us a good hour and a half to get there without snow. But anyways the show started @ 7 and we got there a little after because of parking and bullshit .. we missed A Static Lullaby,which Brian was sad about and some of Senses Fail but it was ok because Underoath was next. Dude,they are so FUCKING SICK. Seriously, I like wet my pants. Every note they do on their CD they can hit live. Like AHHHH how amazing! Ahhh. So after that was Killswitch Engage . AJ used to play bass with their bass player and everyone including brian was like so stoked for them. I had never heard them but was like whatever. So Brian,AJ and the other kid that came with us went in the pit so they handed us all their shit. So me,laura and the other girl were like getting fucked up and pushed so hard against the wall. Yeah, it was a pretty much metal band. Eww. Like I respect musicians and their music but I am not a big fan of metal whatsoever and some of their fans...like what the fuck happened to your mom when she had you?..they were so retarded. Like all these sweaty 8 year old whores were like METALLLLLLLL AHHHH!! like okay,you dont even know what it is faggot. So,needless to say I didn't enjoy that show. So after it was over the guys came back and we gave them back their shit and then Brian couldn't find his keys. He swore to God that he gave them to me and I'm like no, you gave them to Laura and he's like no lauren I gave them to you and I was like well I don't have them and then he started to flip out on me and I almost cried hahaha. Then AJ found them,they were clipped on Laura's belt. HAHAHA he felt so bad. and he's like well I wasn't going to do this until later but we're going to buy a shirt for your birthday. So I got this sweet pink underoath shit. Soo cute. After killswitch was My Chemical Romance....sooo good. The lead singer is INSANE!! He was like all the ladies...who's been knocked up screammmm!! its okay,my mom had me at a very young age. HAHA like what the fuck...that guy will say anything. So we stayed on the floor a little for My Chemical then found seats. As we were walking up the stairs to go find seats...who but the lead singer of Underoath was sitting right in front of us.Ahhhh ...he is so GODLIKE!! Brian told me to talk to him but I was scared :( . He has the most AMAZING voice ever...seriously ahhhhh man. IN LOVE. After My Chemical Romance was The Used which I was soooooo excited for because me and Bert are twins according to Matt Bisson hahaha. But yeah the Used was so fucking sick and the drummer from My Chemical Romance was right below us..so sweet!. We had to leave halfway thru their show to beat traffic and snow but the last song we got to hear was The Taste of Ink which made my night. Such a good effing song .So we left at like 1045 and it had just started to snow so we thought we were good.So we left and shit...the snow was just flurries. So about 10 minutes into the trip I like got this wierd ass feeling and I was like "Brian,somethings not right. I feel like something is bad." and he's like "What,whats wrong? are you sick?You need a cigarette." hhahah what the flip no... But seriously 5 minutes later.. Aj who was in front of us had to slam on his breaks as we were heading strait into the snow storm and we fishtailed halfway across 495 no word of a lie. Yeah,almost got hit by a mack truck. I started to flip out and scream and cry because we almost DIED. Like what the fuck ON MY BIRTHDAY only does this happen. God hates me. But we got it undercontrol and AJ just left us in the dust. Yeah Brian with his bald rear tires in fucking New England. Jesus. So we had to do 20 the whole way home on 495 and there were absolutely no plows and we almost got in like 4032487 other accidents it sucked sooo bad.So I had to call my mom and ask her if Brian could sleep over because there was no way he could have made it to Attelboro in that bullshit. So we made it back to my house in like 2 and a half hours which was pretty good and Brian just went home because the snow plows finally came out. I was so scared that he was going to die though. But yeah,besides the shitty ass snow the show and night was so AMAZING. I was close to so many GODLIKE people..so awesome. But I'm out...there was no way I was going to school after battling the fucking blizzard of '05 last night. Fucking whore vonvillasss WHOREEEEEEE. And fuck you BPD you fat lards.