I'm here for you to use;broken and bruised...do you understand?
Uhh why do I feel like shit? Probably because i didnt get any sleep on Wednesday night and by that I mean I really didn't get 1 full hour of sleep. I didn't really sleep last night either. I went to bed @ like 9 or maybe earlier, even though I took like a 3 hour nap after the field trip, I was so exhausted running on more that 24 hours with no sleep. But to top it off I got 2 phone calls that just woke me right the hell up. 1 at 11 from Nikki and everyone. I don't even remember having a conversation. I was pissed though because I was in a dead fucking sleep and I was planning on getting up and going to school this morning(but that didnt happen) and they're all going to New York so I was like what the fuck. So after we hung up I took some sleeping pills and fell back asleep quick in order to get a full night's rest. But nooooo. Who else calls me at 145 in the morning but Greg. Fucking drunk as a skunk and then some. He's on his way home from the bar and being the fucking moronic asshole that he is, loves to call me to tell me. I DONT GIVE A SHIT. I'M TRYING TO FUCKING SLEEP. This particular time I was like in the best state of my sleep and my loud fucking phone rings. It scared the shit out of me! I answered it really quick and since the light on the back of my phone still doesn't work I didn't know who it was. When I picked it up he was very slurred and like "Heyyyyyyyy Babbyyeyyyyyyy" and there was loud annoying music in the background so I was like WHO'S THIS?! Obviously I don't speak drunken massachusetts. So being the pissed drunk he was he says" Are you serious? you dont know who this is. Its fucking Greg. YOU KNOW...GREGGGGG!" and I'm like OH youuu don't you know what time it is. And he turns into sweet mode "Aww I'm sorry I didn't realize what time it was, I was coming home from the bar and thinking about you so I decided to call. I'm sorry about the other night on the phone." Couldnt really understand him but I was like "Why,what happened the other night on the phone?" And he says "Remember we were talking and my phone died" ..so I say"Oh yeah, thats OK I needed to go sleep anywayy"(another 2 am phone call from this nigron) So he gets pissed again and is like "You don't care do you? You dont give a fuck!" I was like "Wow..Greg,calm down." So he starts to laugh and then is like "By the way, I'm coming to your house." Oh Great. "I'm getting off the Slatersville exit right now" I didn't even know what to say to that .. so I was like "What the fuck. Its 2 AM you can't come to my house. My family is asleep and they'll hear your car pull into my driveway and they'll hear me open the door for you and I'll be fucked.So NO turn around" And he says "What, you dont want to see me? You hate me now is that it Lauren? Seriously why are you being a bitch?" I started to laugh because of the way he said bitch and i siad "No, I do. Just not at this hour My parents'll kill me if you wake them up. They can hear everything that goes on." now now here's the funny part "Oh so they'll hear me if I fondle you quitely?" hahaha I was like "Greg. You are a drunk moron. Turn around and have a safe ride back to New Bedford." And he's like "Aw ok. I'll see you tomorrow.Goodnight bebe"
Honest to God, I hate people that are different when they're drunk. No no I hate guys. Way to call because you're probably so horny you'd fuck your friends and way to be considereate, jackass.I hate when he calls me drunk because he does this to me every thursday and/or any other day of the week he decides to go to Providence to the bar and get fuckin annihilated. He lives a good half hour away from Providence and drives home drunk. What if he were to get into a car accident and die or get seriously injured..? I would feel so horrible for the rest of my life. Why do I get the dumb ones? God tortures me so.
Anyways, Wednesday night was interesting?It was so deja vu its not even funny...doesnt even have to do with Greg for a change. I'd write about it but I know that LJ breeds drama and bitches that love to spread it so I shall refrain. Ok I'm out. Later!
p/s: I love this brand new song i havent listend it so long I forgot how beautiful it was.
<3 Its only you beautiful...or I dont want anyone else
If I can choose its only you....