letting myself go
so today was alright.
Watched Joff's news video all day long.
I didnt miss a single one.
It was kinda a goal you could say.
Youth group was cool.
Liked it a lot.
I just gotta say that I LOVE brittnay darby.
She is a riot.
McDonalds was cool.
On the way there, I witnessed a murder.
A hit and run if you want to be technical.
Yes, our own Thera Presley hit an armadillo.
And I ran over it too.
It was quite sad.
And also, disturbing.
I had so much fun and I dont think I have laughed that hard in my life.
Amazing people were there and I love them all.
After everyone had left, me and matty and peacock stayed.
For a long time.
We hung out untill 1:30 in the morning.
In the McDonalds parking lot.
Just talking.
About many things.
Those boys are awesome.
And they are such comforts.
They lifted me up so much.
I love them very very much and feel blessed to know them.
I hope it happens a lot more.
I need more nights like tonight.
Thank you for it boys.
Been thinking about a certain boy, who is starting to show the same qualities that EVERY other guy has shown.
Its sad really.
I honestly thought he was going to be different.
I guess he just knows how to play the game.
And well.
If someone reads this and tells me I am wrong, I would greatly appreciate it.
Now I dont want people to start talking of regrets.
I have none.
He was amazing to me, and thats all I could ever want.
Now lets see if growth can come from it.
On his part and mine.
Dear Joff,
I guess this is gonna be a daily thing.
Me writing these letters to you via internet.
I like typing better than writing.
I know it doesnt matter which.
Watched you on the news today bud.
A lot.
You looked so handsome in your pics.
I know you see the cross on Debrecan.
Its like buried in flowers.
I dont think its going down anytime soon.
I think its a place of closure for people, or heading towards that route.
We miss you.
Joff they talked about your being a christian was THE most important thing about you.
Isnt that just too cool?
I think its amazing.
Gosh, as each day passes I miss you more.
You know how I feel, Ive said it enough.
You were beautiful, inside and out.
No one will be like you.
I hope with everything I do.
For you and Jesus, brings a smile to your guy's faces.
Thats all I want.
Is for you to be proud.
And Jesus to be thrilled.
I keep thinking about what it will be like to see you again.
Its gonna be amazing.
I love you Joffrey David.
Untill tomorrow, Lilli
Watched Joff's news video all day long.
I didnt miss a single one.
It was kinda a goal you could say.
Youth group was cool.
Liked it a lot.
I just gotta say that I LOVE brittnay darby.
She is a riot.
McDonalds was cool.
On the way there, I witnessed a murder.
A hit and run if you want to be technical.
Yes, our own Thera Presley hit an armadillo.
And I ran over it too.
It was quite sad.
And also, disturbing.
I had so much fun and I dont think I have laughed that hard in my life.
Amazing people were there and I love them all.
After everyone had left, me and matty and peacock stayed.
For a long time.
We hung out untill 1:30 in the morning.
In the McDonalds parking lot.
Just talking.
About many things.
Those boys are awesome.
And they are such comforts.
They lifted me up so much.
I love them very very much and feel blessed to know them.
I hope it happens a lot more.
I need more nights like tonight.
Thank you for it boys.
Been thinking about a certain boy, who is starting to show the same qualities that EVERY other guy has shown.
Its sad really.
I honestly thought he was going to be different.
I guess he just knows how to play the game.
And well.
If someone reads this and tells me I am wrong, I would greatly appreciate it.
Now I dont want people to start talking of regrets.
I have none.
He was amazing to me, and thats all I could ever want.
Now lets see if growth can come from it.
On his part and mine.
Dear Joff,
I guess this is gonna be a daily thing.
Me writing these letters to you via internet.
I like typing better than writing.
I know it doesnt matter which.
Watched you on the news today bud.
A lot.
You looked so handsome in your pics.
I know you see the cross on Debrecan.
Its like buried in flowers.
I dont think its going down anytime soon.
I think its a place of closure for people, or heading towards that route.
We miss you.
Joff they talked about your being a christian was THE most important thing about you.
Isnt that just too cool?
I think its amazing.
Gosh, as each day passes I miss you more.
You know how I feel, Ive said it enough.
You were beautiful, inside and out.
No one will be like you.
I hope with everything I do.
For you and Jesus, brings a smile to your guy's faces.
Thats all I want.
Is for you to be proud.
And Jesus to be thrilled.
I keep thinking about what it will be like to see you again.
Its gonna be amazing.
I love you Joffrey David.
Untill tomorrow, Lilli