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god im stressed out. i mean how much more bs do i have to deal with? i tried being honest about how i felt about something with one of my friends yesterday and i dont think it went well. umm i saw mark and that stressed me too. i got woken up at 4:30 this morning by my mom who was going to the hospital..so i got all worried there. and now i get to sit at home soothing everyones fears about that. she should be home this afternoon. im soo sick of her getting sick. it worries me ALOT! i mean what if something happened. then im like an orphan or something. not that i would end up on the street but i would be parentless. plus i think there's gonna be more mike drama. i feel so lonely and soon im gonna break!