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Feb 21, 2006 23:59

Been a while since I heard this song. Decided to pop the CD in on my way back from Nova and when this song came on, it just really hit me. Here's the lyrics that had the impact on me:

Reverse psychology is failing miserably
It’s so hard to be left all alone
Telling you is the only chance for me
There is nothing left but to turn and face you
When I look into your eyes there’s nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me
Asking why
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You’re still so blind to me

So, I hate how true this was, and kinda still is. I guess, no matter how much part of me wants to move on, the other part that wants to stay will win. Really sucks, because I think I have something good going for me. Please don't let me screw this up too...
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