can't this family just have one day to get away from all the pain
hello....
ok so yeah...my life is really sucking right now
last night I confronted my dad about the phone thing again. Somehow it turned into a fight between him and Bernadette. A huge fight. I mean...right now I'm not even sure how much longer we are gonna be living here. So I got scared and ran down to Tony's house when no one was around (I'm not quite sure where they went). I got up there and was there until his dad found me there around 3 or 4 AM. They had me call my dad and he came to pick me up. The rest of the night was filled with fighting. Bernadette is such a fucking bitch. She accuses me of doing all this shit and she has bullshit proof. And according to my dad...everything would be fine if I acted "normal". I'm sick of him. I'm sick of her. I'm sick of this. And I've come to the conclusion that I can't live here anymore. I can't be scared like this all the time. I can't keep living like this. I need to get out or something is gonnna happen. Something really bad.
things have gotten so out of control lately I've actually started cutting again.....
I'm sorry. I jsut...i can't help it anymore. please someone save me...please....
ok so yeah...my life is really sucking right now
last night I confronted my dad about the phone thing again. Somehow it turned into a fight between him and Bernadette. A huge fight. I mean...right now I'm not even sure how much longer we are gonna be living here. So I got scared and ran down to Tony's house when no one was around (I'm not quite sure where they went). I got up there and was there until his dad found me there around 3 or 4 AM. They had me call my dad and he came to pick me up. The rest of the night was filled with fighting. Bernadette is such a fucking bitch. She accuses me of doing all this shit and she has bullshit proof. And according to my dad...everything would be fine if I acted "normal". I'm sick of him. I'm sick of her. I'm sick of this. And I've come to the conclusion that I can't live here anymore. I can't be scared like this all the time. I can't keep living like this. I need to get out or something is gonnna happen. Something really bad.
things have gotten so out of control lately I've actually started cutting again.....
I'm sorry. I jsut...i can't help it anymore. please someone save me...please....