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well im finally going home for the the weekend. this fucking place is given me the fucking creeps.my advise who ever reads this entry. is do not join the military. the gov will fuck with your life like if you were in a board game. well anyway. im finally going home. i miss my family. i have not spoken to my mom since 1yr and 7 months. and have not spoken to my brother neither after the incident with my ex-fiance. i never forgive him and my mom for that. i am finally speaking to her but not a big conversation but do not forgive her. i could not forgive or forget. thats what kills me. my girl has lied to me and i hate to be lied to. so im going to deal with it when i get there. i will explain it later i know i dont make any sense but like i said i will explain later.