relief but idk..
yeah i've gone through a lot of dumb stuff in the last few months. i was heartbroken and lonely and i let it bury me deep in the ground but somewhere along the way i became someone else. someone completely new. i wouldn't say i like it as much as the old me but it's someone. i do miss the old me. maybe i'll be him again soon. in this world or the next or moments but i still have my soul. it's stronger now. no pills no medicines just Angel. i truly died and became new again. :]
now here's the Angel part ;D
My perception has changed once again! This time in a larger and more powerful way both good and bad. I have so much to write but not in this blog. Maybe in a book . . .if this world lasts long enough and I as well. Hmm so random things have happen. Am I happy :D of course not lol no one is. This is just a time capsule and we’re all waiting to get out. I just get a little tired of waiting like most people. I feel like the more i understand then i realize that there’s more to understanding then just realizing and understanding. It’s figuring it out and once it’s figured out then the strategy needs to be figured out. Only then will you have the upper hand. The only problem is that we’ve all been beaten strategically and there are already strategies made against us for strategies we try to create now. Something is always one step ahead. So why step ahead? Definitely not back. But why not from the side? Oh that’s been figured out. I’m hoping to go for an angle ;]
Maybe it makes no sense but once this blog is figured out (which can and should be applied to any and every situation) then you already figured something out. You’re getting there and so am I :D
now here's the Angel part ;D
My perception has changed once again! This time in a larger and more powerful way both good and bad. I have so much to write but not in this blog. Maybe in a book . . .if this world lasts long enough and I as well. Hmm so random things have happen. Am I happy :D of course not lol no one is. This is just a time capsule and we’re all waiting to get out. I just get a little tired of waiting like most people. I feel like the more i understand then i realize that there’s more to understanding then just realizing and understanding. It’s figuring it out and once it’s figured out then the strategy needs to be figured out. Only then will you have the upper hand. The only problem is that we’ve all been beaten strategically and there are already strategies made against us for strategies we try to create now. Something is always one step ahead. So why step ahead? Definitely not back. But why not from the side? Oh that’s been figured out. I’m hoping to go for an angle ;]
Maybe it makes no sense but once this blog is figured out (which can and should be applied to any and every situation) then you already figured something out. You’re getting there and so am I :D