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I really don't want to go back to school.
It's really good to see my friends again.
But I don't want to have that underlying stress pressing upon me.
Ah. Ill live with it.
The night before my Birthday my Dad and I went to Churchills to see some live bands.
The first band was really good and then there was an "emo" band then a high school band.
I made lots of friends that night, with the bartenders, the band, and a metalhead. :P
So I'm known in Churchills now, well. At least I think i am.
Traveling is great and all, but it takes it's toll on you. And you just want to stay home and essentially vegetate all day.
But Texas should be fun.
I finished "How the Garcia Girls Lost Their Accent"
I went to swim practice today. Despite the salty after taste and no sense of direction it was alright.
It was great seeing everyone. Im two inches shorter than Michael Ragheb and that makes me feel small.
Come to think of it, Ive had this "sensation of being small" for a while now.
Im trying to search for something in me, and I just don't know what I'm looking for.
I want to go on a long walk and come back feeling better, knowing that I'm a better Max.
I miss all the little kids I took care of Shake-A-Leg. (Despite my lack of concern for them)
They really made me feel good, because they looked up to me in only ways a little toddler can.
I miss everyone from Chicago, everyone was so nice there despite their serious faults.
I guess you can say I really want someone to talk to right now. Haha oh man.
And for some reason I miss being in the seventh grade, being at the top of my class.
Great grades, great friends. And when there was a party my friends and I would all go to
someones else and play video games instead. We'd eat Pizza talk about Comic Books
and the like. And we'd have a blast. Back when we didn't care what people thought.
But for some reason we (I) do now. Maybe thats because we feel betrayed.
I worry too much
Afterwards Allison and her Mom offered to take me to CVS to get my Passport Photo taken.
That was so nice of them :)
Then we made our way back to my house.
I just really want to spend more time with her. I really want to.
Maybe when everything is less hectic, well just sit together and "do nothing all day"
and we'll have a blast.
My Mom had to have surgery on for a tooth to be removed so Ive been taking care of her. Reading and my usual musical indulgences.
My Dad called me. The more I talk to him the more I see the date looming in the distance. The day when he has to go back to Saudi Arabia
and the day I worry even more argh.
Tomorrow:
Swim Practice & Time with Dad.
Thursday:
Texas
I just want things to slow down.
For real. Yo. Oh, and acne sucks. Big time
I got to stop writing such long entries! :/
EDIT: Angel you need to really cut your parents some slack.
I can't understand why you'd start insulting them. But thats none of my business
It's really good to see my friends again.
But I don't want to have that underlying stress pressing upon me.
Ah. Ill live with it.
The night before my Birthday my Dad and I went to Churchills to see some live bands.
The first band was really good and then there was an "emo" band then a high school band.
I made lots of friends that night, with the bartenders, the band, and a metalhead. :P
So I'm known in Churchills now, well. At least I think i am.
Traveling is great and all, but it takes it's toll on you. And you just want to stay home and essentially vegetate all day.
But Texas should be fun.
I finished "How the Garcia Girls Lost Their Accent"
I went to swim practice today. Despite the salty after taste and no sense of direction it was alright.
It was great seeing everyone. Im two inches shorter than Michael Ragheb and that makes me feel small.
Come to think of it, Ive had this "sensation of being small" for a while now.
Im trying to search for something in me, and I just don't know what I'm looking for.
I want to go on a long walk and come back feeling better, knowing that I'm a better Max.
I miss all the little kids I took care of Shake-A-Leg. (Despite my lack of concern for them)
They really made me feel good, because they looked up to me in only ways a little toddler can.
I miss everyone from Chicago, everyone was so nice there despite their serious faults.
I guess you can say I really want someone to talk to right now. Haha oh man.
And for some reason I miss being in the seventh grade, being at the top of my class.
Great grades, great friends. And when there was a party my friends and I would all go to
someones else and play video games instead. We'd eat Pizza talk about Comic Books
and the like. And we'd have a blast. Back when we didn't care what people thought.
But for some reason we (I) do now. Maybe thats because we feel betrayed.
I worry too much
Afterwards Allison and her Mom offered to take me to CVS to get my Passport Photo taken.
That was so nice of them :)
Then we made our way back to my house.
I just really want to spend more time with her. I really want to.
Maybe when everything is less hectic, well just sit together and "do nothing all day"
and we'll have a blast.
My Mom had to have surgery on for a tooth to be removed so Ive been taking care of her. Reading and my usual musical indulgences.
My Dad called me. The more I talk to him the more I see the date looming in the distance. The day when he has to go back to Saudi Arabia
and the day I worry even more argh.
Tomorrow:
Swim Practice & Time with Dad.
Thursday:
Texas
I just want things to slow down.
For real. Yo. Oh, and acne sucks. Big time
I got to stop writing such long entries! :/
EDIT: Angel you need to really cut your parents some slack.
I can't understand why you'd start insulting them. But thats none of my business