My sorrow, when she's here with me, thinks these dark days of autumn rain are beautiful
~Personal password-protected entry--Lieutenant-Colonel John Sheppard~
God, what a fuck-up this has all turned out to be. I leave the planet for one day...24 little hours, and the place falls to pieces.
I don't hold any illusions that any of this wouldn't have happened had I been here, but..damn....how bitchy can fate possibly be?
I still don't know how Kavanagh is--what *exactly* he suffered--but I'm going to take blame for it regardless. I'm not sure how that will pan out. Radek....God, what am I going to do about him? He held that weapon on Kavanagh, point-blank..live, ready to fire--I just don't know.
I just don't know.
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God, what a fuck-up this has all turned out to be. I leave the planet for one day...24 little hours, and the place falls to pieces.
I don't hold any illusions that any of this wouldn't have happened had I been here, but..damn....how bitchy can fate possibly be?
I still don't know how Kavanagh is--what *exactly* he suffered--but I'm going to take blame for it regardless. I'm not sure how that will pan out. Radek....God, what am I going to do about him? He held that weapon on Kavanagh, point-blank..live, ready to fire--I just don't know.
I just don't know.
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