28th Transmission

[lt_alenko]

Does the last day of the year really mean anything in a place like this?

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[starchilde_lost]

Nothing really matters here, Kaidan. Nothing's sacred, nothing's fair.

[lt_alenko]

I'm sorry, Rachel. I...visited the Hall.

[starchilde_lost]

I know, it was the first place I went to when I realized she wasn't in the apartment this morning.

I've been locked in an office avoiding going home the rest of the day.

[lt_alenko]

I have a sofa if you'd like.

[starchilde_lost]

Have to feed the cats.

[lt_alenko]

Well, do you want company?

[starchilde_lost]

I don't... do you? Need company?

[lt_alenko]

I never need company, Rachel. I was helping you out.

[starchilde_lost]

I dunno... I don't even know...

I'm just tired of this. Coming and going...

[lt_alenko]

This place is a lot like death, isn't it?

[starchilde_lost]

Except I don't get to see my family that's already passed. But yeah. We're in hell.

[lt_alenko]

I didn't mean for us. I mean watching people leave, and wishing you didn't have to live without them.

[starchilde_lost]

Oh. Right, that, too.

[Private]

She's gone home to die. I can't not think about that and it's killing me.

Sorry... I know this is hard for you, too.

Private // unhackable

[lt_alenko]

Not nearly as hard as it is for you. She was....she had no idea who I was for a while.

Private // unhackable

[starchilde_lost]

Still - doesn't stop the feelings.

Private // unhackable

[lt_alenko]

I've had time to adjust to it.

So, other than the obvious, how have you been?