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GOD I feel so much better when not taking my ADD medicine, like right now. Fuck that stuff. If I do go back next semester, I'm gonna do it all natural... well, other than tons of caffeine. I miss having a personality on the weekdays. I miss NOT having constant mood swings and no sleep (its so much easier to forego sleep when you have productive-pills.) I've been taking them to do better in school, and giving me motivation to not drop out... but that's not exactly helping anymore now is it?! No, making it worse.
SO YEAH, there's that. And yeah, you heard it right, I prob will go back next semester. Maybe just for 9 or 12 hours though, and work on the side. No 18 hour BS. No labs or chemistry next semester, if possible. Just straight up biology.
You hear that?..?.. thats me breathing easier. Man, I hate amphetamines (but also secretly love... cus, you know... they're addictive) and the anxiety they give
SO YEAH, there's that. And yeah, you heard it right, I prob will go back next semester. Maybe just for 9 or 12 hours though, and work on the side. No 18 hour BS. No labs or chemistry next semester, if possible. Just straight up biology.
You hear that?..?.. thats me breathing easier. Man, I hate amphetamines (but also secretly love... cus, you know... they're addictive) and the anxiety they give